Holy shit, I graduate in less than 20 school days time to celebrate MAHN!

but being in senior year, the teachers seem to take this as a cue to load project after project upon our already tired and thin shoulders : [

so far I have three art projects, (chinese homework every night) one BIG psychology project and a big math/statistics project all due within the next two weeks.

then a volunteer day for the whole school

then senior project (job shadowing)

x.x dear God *in Max Bialystock's voice* Heeelp meee!


ok time to vent, feel free to skip down to the bottom

WHUT THE HELL is wrong with my household, HE will not stop being such a *censored* *censored*, apparently I needed to be reminded what a *censored* *censored* he is capable of acting like...

ask for details if you want, the above is all I feel like sharing with the general public.

I miss having my own dad around, he'd be cool with so many parts of my life i.e. sexuality, what I listen to, eat, watch on TV/internet, play, etc

he's just a great dad (sure he's got weak points but who doesn't?)
and I wish he were still living with me

there's a lot o things I wish were still with me, lost loved ones, old friends, past relationships. the really disappointing thing about life is that you can't keep them forever, no matter how hard you hold on to them... *sigh*

I gotta blow this dump sooner rather than later, otherwise I'll burst an artery, swear to *censored*.


if you read what in that little box down there in my entry, you'll understand what i generally do when I'm upset, I go the left end of the political spectrum


and now I have a craving for taboulie and spinach lasagna mmm...